#37 - 40 till 40
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I am grateful to be resourced.
This is both related and unrelated to #6 of this blog project. I have been both resourced and not in my life. I mean this financially, mentally, emotionally, spiritually, relationally, psychologically, energetically, and in the world. I’ve been on both sides of all of these and many others I haven’t listed. It has allowed me to do things in the world like travel, have hobbies, craft, take classes and trainings, keep learning, hold multiple perspectives at once, etc.
In my spiritual practice, in which I lump a lot of things together including personal healing work of all types, I am grateful that I have learned so many different ways to heal and have been able to apply them to myself. The tools and resources that have crossed my path in life have always seemed preordained and come at the right time (when I most need them and when I am most open to them). There are also a lot of things in my life that fall into this resourced themed bucket that would not have been possible earlier in my life that now are present and I am grateful for that.
For a lot of my life I felt unsupported and that has now changed drastically. Sure, occasionally it crops up to teach me a new lesson, but the core belief and feeling around it has changed. Where I once felt un-resourced (inside and out), I mostly feel resourced now (inside and out), and for that I am grateful.
